March 2017 - as I wanted to join YLI program, I try to write an "English" essay (for the first time). Because one of the requirement is submit an "essay" with several topic options. At that time, I realize that I never write essay (in complete) using English before. Even I interested in writing since middle school as I started to write in my (old) blog, I never write in English because I rarely studying English and has not confidence in active English. But, fortunately, I love to read -literally "anything"- so even it is write in Bahasa or English, I will read. And that's why even with (only) my basic knowledge, I stubbornly write one and submitted it for YLI program.
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Even though I didn't get accepted, I learn a lot! So, I want to share my essay which is I choose topic number 2 about my recent, meaningful and impactful situation when I was leading teams. As I write about this topic, I find out more about myself and it is really interesting as I getting know about my own view and really refresh my mind. And this "very first essay" lead me into one new hobby! Write.
This is my essay (without any replacement and modification) :
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Nelson Mandela said that “
It always seems impossible until it is done”. This quote has engraved in my heart since two years ago. It is started when I was being appointed as a leader of academic division in Rumah Belajar BEM UI. It is an educational and social program where anyone can learn and plays together. In this place, I learn a lot about how a leader faced an impossible thing.
At that time, I have already teaching in Rumbel for one year but neither experience nor courage I have to accept the position as a leader. I was in a deep thought as I was really afraid to take the challenge. Meanwhile, I also feel excited because the team was looks so fun and reliable. Also, the children in my class supported me to do so. Then, after discussed with the former committee, colleagues and family, I decided to join the team. And suddenly, unpredictable crisis came to us.
Our team leader, the head of Rumbel decided to leave with unpleasant ways which he just disappeared without saying anything to the team. My heart was stopped and I started to remember all the face of children in the third grade that I have taught before. I’m afraid if we as a team can’t solve this matter what will happen to them? Is the program will be stopped? The vice-team leader, our last hope, looks so worried as she only a freshman students. I started to chat with her as I didn’t want her to be afraid and give up in this program. I convince that we will be alright and she shouldn’t worry too much because everyone in this team will help with anything we could. And I didn’t realize that this crisis has affect and fortunately increase my own self-esteem.
In academic division we have three responsibilities, manage the class every Saturday, provide an adequate number of teacher and for Kejar Paket groups we have to help them accomplish their target. And personally, I think that provide a sufficient amount of volunteer to become a teacher is not easy. At the beginning, the number of teacher was only 25 people. In contrast, the total childrens are four times more than teachers which makes the class inefficient and hard for the teachers. So, besides I ask help to another committee to take turns for teaching in the class, I also discussed the problems with the team members. And then, we started to hold a Rumbel open days or “YukNgerumbel” where anyone can get an experience to teach in Rumbel. And finally, they get to know and interested to join in Rumbel so in the second enrollment we can get 38 people with a good integrity. To sum up, sometimes we think that the impossible things are impossible to do. But, if we look back, we are always faced this problems. The only differences are whether we give up or built up the courage so we can accomplish it.
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With writing we can learn and gain many positive attitudes and I hope this story will help you to start write your own essay! Good luck!
Cheers!💟